feelings

[MistyJazlynn]

Okay...this maybe seem odd of me. Monday through Friday I've been feeling paranoid about going outside and doing stuff. Now last Saturday ( Oct. 1st ), my mom, step dad and I went to the Maryland Ren. Festival. But that was the only time I went out. Well.. Sunday my mom and I did some grocery shopping. But that was about it. I mean... it's really not like me staying indoors all week and play games on my XBOX or type on my laptop (yes... I am calling my mom's other laptop mine now cause she has hers). I've been denying and refusing myself to go out and do stuff. I normally love to go out and shop around my neighborhood but now it feels like that paranoia (sp?) has bit me. Odd huh? o_O

[Michaelangelo]

I have to say I understand that feeling lately, I perfer to be inside myself.  Though I don't see it as paranoia to want to be inside... sometimes people just crave the comfort of home over anywhere else.    I stay home with the computer, TV and my phone... and I'm happiess.  I save money by not going out, and I know that no one is going to bump into my bad arm.

I hope you're not getting to depressed or anything being home a lot.  Chin up, ya may be inside a lot though ya got friends around here that's willing to chat with ya.  


* Sorry I moved this topic, though General is for TMNT topics, the The Lounge fit this topic more. *

[MistyJazlynn]

Depressed? No no no..... No not at all. I've been making alot of bead necklaces. If I ever do get depressed.. I just start playing "Unreal Championship II: The Liandri Conflict"
on my XBOX console. I know that my mom, step dad and I live in a safe neighborhood it's just *sighs* I dunno. I try watching one of my Inspector Gadget video cds. Maybe I'll try and get outside today.

[Mindy]

I'm *extremely* picky on who I hang out with here in my hometown. Sometimes my "blue" days will keep me inside quite a bit, but then again, I'm a very quiet person..normally. I'm not sure how I would act around fellow TMNT fans because there aren't very many avid Turtle fans in my area (or that I've met).

Maybe your "paranoia" or antisocialness will subside soon.

[Mily]

Hey... sometimes you just feel like being alone, I mean, it definitely happens to me, I can't see too much of people I need my space... maybe you feel like staying inside because nothing has interested you outside but maybe if you feel like it, you should go out for a short walk maybe or something. Another thing about me is I can't stay inside for too long either, I'll need to get out and see people mostly because I get lonely.

[MistyJazlynn]

*sighs* Alright. I'm loggin out. I'll go somewhere else. I'll think i'll go hang out in The Smurfs' forums which is called Pete's Shroom Room. The tension in this forum is 2 much and i can't seem to hang out in any room on irc on dalnet that's tmnt related    *heads to Pete's Shroom Room Forumus* ciao





Misty

[Fugitoid]

Purrrr-baba-wha?  

What happened? Did I miss something? I know I'm not on here all the time and I don't read every single topic. And maybe I should. But where's this tension? If there's a problem, I want to know about it. Misty PM me, please. Or if anyone can shed some light on this, send me a PM.

[Andrew Modeen]

I dunno... there's times, even whole days at a time sometimes, when I'll just isolate myself from everyone and everyone and just kind of go into my "zone." Sometimes that means playing a particular game for days and days on end, sometimes that means working on something creative (fanfic/screenplay/goofy stuff). I mean, people will call for me, etc., and I'll just kind of brush everyone off. When I finally come back out of my zone, or start to think about coming out of my zone, sometimes it'll seem awkward and I'll be hesitant... but usually it's OK.

I don't know if it's paranoia or not (but believe you me, I know paranoia! me 5 years ago... try getting drugged up and staying up for 5 days and let's see how paranoid you are, how many voices you'll hear!), but I thought it would be relevant.